Prayers

I pray for guidance, I also pray for strength. There is no way that I can do this on my own (and now I really know that!). I mess everything up on my own but You... You can fix what I have destroyed, You can build something beautiful out of a catastrophe. You can bring joy out of the worst pain. I have felt pain and anger and sometimes I could not even face the evil that I am, knowing how I could use that pain and anger. Hold me back and let Your Spirit act through me. Please, I need You now as I always have.